written on January 30th 2008
I’ve watched you fall,
I’ve seen you in your darkest hour.
I held you up and stood by your side.
We’ve walked through Hell and fire,
still the tears fall from your eyes.
The ashes are blinding you,
you’re in rage and filled with screams.
Take the pain out on me,
kill me with your words.
You never listened to a word I said.
You didn’t hear my cries of pain,
you didn’t understand my thoughts.
Why I stood by you, I won’t ever know,
perhaps feelings of the heart or remorse.
I leave you in Hell to face your inner demons,
I didn’t mean for this to happen,
But I can’t go through the flames again.
Now you burn and turn to ash,
I pray to God you’ll see light again.
Goodbye dear lost soul, hope will come to you.